hello :D this is my first blogspot blog post. i am just making this site to have fun. maybe someone will find it and want to make correspondence and become friends with me. i am a twentysix year old girl. i have a job that i am quitting in one week. i have already put in my two weeks and i hate the job. it is backbreaking work for not enough pay...i think ideally i could have a job where i can wear my cute outfits every day, not have to talk to anybody ever , and also i would make $100 an hour. and i have infinite paid time off.
oh well it does feel a little sad to leave the job even though it sucks and i have no attachment to any one or any thing there. i just tend to get sad when making decisions like this...i had one coworker i really liked who lasted for about two weeks before he got a better offer and left in the middle of the day. who can blame him but that really took the wind out of my sails.we talked about dragon ball together one day... i really wanted to leave then because i knew i had zero things in common with anyone else there and i was right and i dont and when i get a partner for a shift i am miserable because i hate talking and especially making small talk with people i know i cannot relate to and who cannot relate to me.
and i work ten to eleven hour shifts every day... well, four days a week. the company is a backstabbing lying engine of screwing me over. when i was hired i was told i could get OT as soon as my training ended... but they still have been cracking down on it ever since very strictly! great. and its just seasonal too so i dont get any benefits of any kind. its really a bum deal. i wake up and go to work all day and it is exhausting physically and emotionally, so i come home and eat some pathetic dinner and lay in bed until i fall back asleep. repeat for 40 more years i guess.
making money doesnt feel good at all either. it doesnt feel good when your choice is between that and dying. and i am such a miser...i spend almost none of it on anything that brings me any joy. i just think about all the theoretical calamitous scenarios that the money would be useful for instead and it stops me from getting some beautiful lolita coord that ive had on my wishlist, or a japanese mercari order. hehehe
well i just wanted to start the blog with a summary of my life as it is. it is a boring life. but it is mine :D
